anyone of you ever thought of attempting suicide here ? what i meant by 'thought of' is... by going ahead and think of what way to die , how to die... or even where to die , and after deciding a way , u felt relieve , u can feel nothing is troubling u , all ur worries , all ur burdens gone.

when u r thinking of ways to die , did u stare at ur window for a few seconds ? did u force urself to think that juz endure for a few seconds of "flying" in the sky and everything will be solved ?

did u worried abt the pain of dying ?

did u worried abt what if u didn't die from ur attempt and it made ur life more miserable ?

and lastly

did u thought of mrt in the end ?

Nah.
I personally feel that,if u have the courage to die,u should have the courage to continue living on.
It takes alot of courage to commit suicide.

Originally posted by givemeluck:

anyone of you ever thought of attempting suicide here ? what i meant by 'thought of' is... by going ahead and think of what way to die , how to die... or even where to die , and after deciding a way , u felt relieve , u can feel nothing is troubling u , all ur worries , all ur burdens gone.

when u r thinking of ways to die , did u stare at ur window for a few seconds ? did u force urself to think that juz endure for a few seconds of "flying" in the sky and everything will be solved ?

did u worried abt the pain of dying ?

did u worried abt what if u didn't die from ur attempt and it made ur life more miserable ?

and lastly

did u thought of mrt in the end ?

I thought of it when I was in pri school.
I didn't attempt it because my dad has bought so many storybooks for me to read and I haven't finished them yet at that time.

I thought of it when I was in sec school.
I didn't attempt it because I thought it would be a waste of all my school fees and storybooks money spent so far.

My JC life onwards was a lucky life, and I never thought about it again.

And I wonder why Singapore has so many MRT suicide case when I see none in Europe, where there are just so many trains.

i wouldn't say i never thought of it.....but i tend to think of things i might miss out on if i had taken that route

Haiz.

I also wanted to comitt suicide.

Originally posted by givemeluck:

anyone of you ever thought of attempting suicide here ? what i meant by 'thought of' is... by going ahead and think of what way to die , how to die... or even where to die , and after deciding a way , u felt relieve , u can feel nothing is troubling u , all ur worries , all ur burdens gone.

when u r thinking of ways to die , did u stare at ur window for a few seconds ? did u force urself to think that juz endure for a few seconds of "flying" in the sky and everything will be solved ?

did u worried abt the pain of dying ?

did u worried abt what if u didn't die from ur attempt and it made ur life more miserable ?

and lastly

did u thought of mrt in the end ?

If... for discussions sake... if I were to attempt it, I will probably try to make it to look like an accident so the some of my immediate family can get some accident insurance at least...

so jumping out the window and fly and MRT are out of the question...

Originally posted by Patrik:

Nah.
I personally feel that,if u have the courage to die,u should have the courage to continue living on.
It takes alot of courage to commit suicide.

well said..

well i had a friend who killed herself.

the thing is, it's really not about her anymore. in some ways, she probably felt the least pain.

her mum's still a shadow of her old self after all these years. we, her friends, don't talk about it anymore. it still feels a little unsettling even as i'm typing this.

so pls don't be curious. it's really not about you, but the people who care about you.

yup.

Originally posted by watershed85:

well i had a friend who killed herself.

the thing is, it's really not about her anymore. in some ways, she probably felt the least pain.

her mum's still a shadow of her old self after all these years. we, her friends, don't talk about it anymore. it still feels a little unsettling even as i'm typing this.

so pls don't be curious. it's really not about you, but the people who care about you.

yup.

one of my fren just comitted suiside this year
yes it'll be unfair to those who care for you......think twice

Originally posted by Patrik:

Nah.
I personally feel that,if u have the courage to die,u should have the courage to continue living on.
It takes alot of courage to commit suicide.

for some....it also takes a lot of courage to live on with their burdens.

Originally posted by de_middle:

one of my fren just comitted suiside this year
yes it'll be unfair to those who care for you......think twice

Originally posted by watershed85:

well i had a friend who killed herself.

the thing is, it's really not about her anymore. in some ways, she probably felt the least pain.

her mum's still a shadow of her old self after all these years. we, her friends, don't talk about it anymore. it still feels a little unsettling even as i'm typing this.

so pls don't be curious. it's really not about you, but the people who care about you.

yup.

care to share the story behind it ? its ok if u dont wish to...

Originally posted by givemeluck:

anyone of you ever thought of attempting suicide here ? what i meant by 'thought of' is... by going ahead and think of what way to die , how to die... or even where to die , and after deciding a way , u felt relieve , u can feel nothing is troubling u , all ur worries , all ur burdens gone.

when u r thinking of ways to die , did u stare at ur window for a few seconds ? did u force urself to think that juz endure for a few seconds of "flying" in the sky and everything will be solved ?

did u worried abt the pain of dying ?

did u worried abt what if u didn't die from ur attempt and it made ur life more miserable ?

and lastly

did u thought of mrt in the end ?

yep tot b4...tot thru everything...onli thing stopping me is my family n those who love me...in the end its hurting those who live the most...

when i plan, i make sure i 100% die...if u dun die ull b charged for suicide(for those who duno...suicide IS a crime)

well, story behind it?

when it happened, the 2 main questions on our mind were 'how' and 'why'. 'how' is relatively simple to answer. yeah, she hanged herself. it's the 'why' that i, as her ex-classmate, ex-cca mate and ex-project mate is still trying to find out. we have no answers.

she had everything going for her - good family, good financial circumstances, good friends (she was a great friend of everyone), good results, fantastic personality. definitely the most popular girl of the class.

perhaps there were some other circumstances i wasn't not aware of. she probably left a note for her family and some closer friends. i tell myself it's probably due to depression.

but that is really immaterial at this point in time.

i remember the priest at the church telling us how we should remember her for who she was when she was alive and not that one specific incident where she ended her life. but it's really hard, seeing the misery and pain she's been inflicting on her mother all these years.

you really pity the mother and there's nothing you can do. after all, we only remind her of the happy past and tragic present.

so to all who have even contemplated suicide, don't even think twice or thrice. go talk to someone, call SOS, whatever. because it may be the end for you, but only the start of a lifetime of sadness for you family and friends.

yup.

i have been always thinking it…

why choose to die? or even thought of it? some ppl hope to live longer also dun have the chance. for example, those got cancer or got serious sickness that are incurable.

life is precious. treasure it.

Originally posted by watershed85:

well, story behind it?

when it happened, the 2 main questions on our mind were 'how' and 'why'. 'how' is relatively simple to answer. yeah, she hanged herself. it's the 'why' that i, as her ex-classmate, ex-cca mate and ex-project mate is still trying to find out. we have no answers.

she had everything going for her - good family, good financial circumstances, good friends (she was a great friend of everyone), good results, fantastic personality. definitely the most popular girl of the class.

perhaps there were some other circumstances i wasn't not aware of. she probably left a note for her family and some closer friends. i tell myself it's probably due to depression.

but that is really immaterial at this point in time.

i remember the priest at the church telling us how we should remember her for who she was when she was alive and not that one specific incident where she ended her life. but it's really hard, seeing the misery and pain she's been inflicting on her mother all these years.

you really pity the mother and there's nothing you can do. after all, we only remind her of the happy past and tragic present.

so to all who have even contemplated suicide, don't even think twice or thrice. go talk to someone, call SOS, whatever. because it may be the end for you, but only the start of a lifetime of sadness for you family and friends.

yup.

it's hard to help those suffering from depression or even understanding not unless ur in their shoes....i could already see it in his eyes but didn't really ask him what it was coz there were others already lending him a listening ear.
Perhaps i wasn't too close to him either which kept me from asking his what his problems were.
Yes, he probably felt least pain but he left behind his mom by taking the jump
its been 3 over months....no one wants to talk about it coz it hurts....so please don't ever take this route