today one is longer, i never know i 've this, until today, i thought i am having stress, anxiety and panic attack guess now i got this vertigo thing. so funny, i am too absorbed while cooking like my mind is working very hard, that why this dish is not nice, and thinking abt work, family , kid and my life all at once while doing the cooking, the kitchen dark forgot to on lights, stuffy kind of thing, i just don't know what i am doing. kena scolding some more. ok then as i walk i just feel so unsteady like things all is beyond my control like i am falling while walking and i become so unbalance, on spot i scared, and run here run there for help, i rush my husband to bring me go A&E hospital at SGH now, he say no way, i sad, cry and condition ]worser there my kid want to play i am so panciky with this unbalance feeling dizzy, light headed, i tried to lie down, the moment i lie down i feel worse, feeling so bad, i stand from sitting posisition worse, i look up and down worse, so i thought this could be vertigo, i got this 10yrs ago, a doc say it is vertigo something to do with my inner ear but my symptoms is not this bad, just minor, so i brushed it aside, have this symtpom once in a while. after thinking, i guess it all got to do with dehydration (iforgot to drink water), i am stress so stress @ppl, I am weak, I feel today my ear so fullness in my ear and nearly feel blocked deaf fpor 5seconds, i thought i am cold, guess something wrong with my ear, or could be my itchy hand go and dig my ear that day, feeling like got alot of dirt,wax but none so i keep digging like mad, still nothing, i sometimes feel my inside ear moving and got soiunds, sometime i thought is anxiety or could be vertigo, don't know. when i see doctor he say something to do with my nervous system.
any help what to do first? i am going crazy already. 1 symptom after another.my hubby say no need to go hospitla, hey just now my condition is terrible i pleaded him, he say no go and sleep,how to sleep i lie down my head spin, l paced in my house up and down for 2hrs, now it is coming down it is coming to be ok, like everything is back to normal,how come, so funny. mu hubby poured a bottle of cologone 4711 in my head. and blow fan in my face. just now i cannot even stand still, i feel like falling. so scary now allis ok.