If loving means leaving, I will

• BaByBoY

  5 May 08, 11:26

  I don not know how i shall start with,

  recently, i broke up w my gf of 3 years,
  i`ve to admit that i`ve had the greatest time in my life all these time
  regrettbly, i wasnt such a good bf
  many times had i taken our love for granted and that it`ll always be there.

  i`ve been feeling very terrible and helpless ever since i couldnt see her or hear her.
  someone that was once so intimate in our lives were just gone out of a sudden
  i couldnt take it,
  i knew what happened today was a result of my faults.
  had i been more understanding, i would not have been like i was today..
  yes, many times had i abused our love. i took the word of break up too easily.
  i nv knew it`s real consequences.... til now.

  many are the times i`ve tried to win her back to my side,
  but many times was i rejected badly,
  hurt as i am, i was hurt even more deeply.

  ppl had all asked me to move on,
  but if i could had moved an inch, i would
  the more i try to forget her, the more i`ll love her
  and the harder it`ll be to move on...

  yesterday, i went to her place to find her
  although i could not see her
  i finally got the chance to hear a voice so nice and familar
  i apologized, but it was too late she says
  she told me that she didnt love me anymore,

  but havin known her for so long, i know she still does...

  all that i could had done, i did
  i cried my hearts out...

  thou there had been offers to help me
  there could be no help
  for non compares to her

  for this relationshio,
  i thought i gave 100% n i thought she gave 101%
  but i was wrong, i gave 102%

  even if i know she still loves me, she`s still angry w me...
  perhaps the words is fear. for fear i`ll not be able to protect her
  she wanted to be alone.

  there was nothing else i could had done to make her stay.
  so i shall set her free...

  If loving means leaving, I will...

  Good bye to you my dearest darling,
  BaByBoY

• White_SoulReaper

  5 May 08, 11:32

  you admit that its your fault am i right?

  Not being a gd bf and that u took ur love for granted etc... How do you think how she felt when that happened? I think she is more hurt than you and couldnt take it anymore... thats y she left...

  You may say you love her and wouldnt do this and that again... But really, if you were both get back together, how long would your 'gd attitude' hold up? a few months? 1 year?

• BrUtUs

  5 May 08, 11:54

  since break liao then hope she find better love... dun make same mistake next time...

• Hanagata

  5 May 08, 13:18

  time to move on :)

• Gackt247

  5 May 08, 14:32

  I feel for you.. so sad..

• Gackt247

  5 May 08, 14:32

  I feel for you.. so sad..

• Gosu.

  5 May 08, 15:35

  I'm positively sure she has moved on and you should too.

• TehJarVu

  5 May 08, 15:57

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• IamAngeline

  5 May 08, 16:09

  Hi BabyBoy,

  I feel sad for you after reading your post. Regardless of what might happen to both of ya in future, be glad that you've once met, enjoyed, cried together... At least, these are the memories that belongs to both of ya.

  Life will turn better and more fulfilling for you and her from here on... I believe.. Move on and let things take its nature course.

  Regards

  Angeline

• nightsky87

  5 May 08, 16:50

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• w.eikaas

  5 May 08, 17:09

  sigh... move on. this is not it. learn from the lesson, next time, after you have gotten over this one, get yourself another one, don;t make the same mistake again.

• xiiaostarry

  5 May 08, 18:55

  move on bah~if she is meant 2 b urs..she will come back to you eventually...

• dcx

  5 May 08, 19:08

  somehow or rather, i dun feel sorry or sad for you leh...

  Don't make it sounds as if you're so "Da Fang" to let her go or free...

   

  Bet you can't imagine her of getting intimate with other guys other than you seems more like it...

  simi you 100%, 102% or she 101% theory...more like sounding to make yourself comfortable/"An wei"...

  Btw, did she dedicate a song for you by Justin Timberlake? 

   

• BaByBoY

  5 May 08, 20:24

  drown me if u all must,

   

  letting her go is both my wish and yet beyond my means to do anything about it too..

   

  perhaps u all are right, i`m just trying to find comfort and let her go, thinking i`m doing it for her..

   

  but one thing`s for sure,

  nothing`s gonna change my love for her..

  only i`ll know...

   

  all i can do now is to miss her, that`s the closest i can get to her now.

• Midlusionz

  5 May 08, 20:33

  Let it go bro .. Move on.. Dun even say no when u haven try

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• BangHong

  5 May 08, 20:49

  歌曲：一场游�一场梦(王�)

  
  

  This is the best song ever, keep listening after i broke up with my 1stlove
  
• dcx

  5 May 08, 21:10

  Originally posted by BaByBoY:

  drown me if u all must,

   

  letting her go is both my wish and yet beyond my means to do anything about it too..

   

  perhaps u all are right, i`m just trying to find comfort and let her go, thinking i`m doing it for her..

   

  but one thing`s for sure,

  nothing`s gonna change my love for her..

  only i`ll know...

   

  all i can do now is to miss her, that`s the closest i can get to her now.

  
  I guess it's not your wish....it's that you bo bian...so, LL no choice have to wish her....

  Anyway, with such mentality now you're at...sure lose...

• BaByBoY

  5 May 08, 21:15

  ya i did mention i have no control over it..

• BaByBoY

  5 May 08, 21:34

  i wasnt worth her love..

   

• dcx

  5 May 08, 22:40

  so easily give up...it could just jolly well means to her that she's only worth to that extend nia....

• soleachip

  5 May 08, 22:46

  Some people in life simply cannot be put away with reason. *pats*

  I hope you feel better after a few beers, some tears and a few months down the road. Relationships are like that, have a go at them but don't expect the same kind of perfect.

• Q.C.Pak

  5 May 08, 23:01

  Originally posted by BaByBoY:

  i wasnt worth her love..

   

   No one is at fault when it comes to love...its all about misunderstandings.

• Yunhaier

  5 May 08, 23:09

  Originally posted by BaByBoY:

  I don not know how i shall start with,

  recently, i broke up w my gf of 3 years,
  i`ve to admit that i`ve had the greatest time in my life all these time
  regrettbly, i wasnt such a good bf
  many times had i taken our love for granted and that it`ll always be there.

  i`ve been feeling very terrible and helpless ever since i couldnt see her or hear her.
  someone that was once so intimate in our lives were just gone out of a sudden
  i couldnt take it,
  i knew what happened today was a result of my faults.
  had i been more understanding, i would not have been like i was today..
  yes, many times had i abused our love. i took the word of break up too easily.
  i nv knew it`s real consequences.... til now.

  many are the times i`ve tried to win her back to my side,
  but many times was i rejected badly,
  hurt as i am, i was hurt even more deeply.

  ppl had all asked me to move on,
  but if i could had moved an inch, i would
  the more i try to forget her, the more i`ll love her
  and the harder it`ll be to move on...

  yesterday, i went to her place to find her
  although i could not see her
  i finally got the chance to hear a voice so nice and familar
  i apologized, but it was too late she says
  she told me that she didnt love me anymore,

  but havin known her for so long, i know she still does...

  all that i could had done, i did
  i cried my hearts out...

  thou there had been offers to help me
  there could be no help
  for non compares to her

  for this relationshio,
  i thought i gave 100% n i thought she gave 101%
  but i was wrong, i gave 102%

  even if i know she still loves me, she`s still angry w me...
  perhaps the words is fear. for fear i`ll not be able to protect her
  she wanted to be alone.

  there was nothing else i could had done to make her stay.
  so i shall set her free...

  If loving means leaving, I will...

  Good bye to you my dearest darling,
  BaByBoY

  It has been a while since I saw your nick.

  Anyway, you need a period of time to clear yourself. After all, you have already made your conclusion.

  /me pat pat.

  Cheers

• Midlusionz

  6 May 08, 00:03

  Originally posted by BangHong:

  歌曲：一场游�一场梦(王�)

  
  

  This is the best song ever, keep listening after i broke up with my 1stlove
  

  Yes, very nice song

• FirePig

  6 May 08, 00:10

  If you really love her very very much, you will want to chase her back no matter what. Thing is i believe you dont love her enough so you are willing to let her go. Its very easy to love somebody but HOW DEEP IS YOUR LOVE?