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    10 posts since Aug '02
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    10 posts since Aug '02
    • Selling the following item:

      1) WinXP Professional w/ Service Pack 2 (OEM)

      Product Information:

      - Packaging comes in shrink wrap
      - Contents:
      1) Original Microsoft Windows XP Professional CD x 01
      2) Microsoft Windows XP SP2 Installer x 01
      3) COA (Certificate of Authenticity) x 01
      4) Original Microsoft Windows XP Professional Product Key x 01

      Some information you may wish to note:

      1) SLS (Sim Lim Square) sell similiar per unit copy: est. $260 +/-
      2) Challenger selling boxed copy: est. $390 +/-

      Price:
      01 to 10 units: S$190
      11 to 20 units: S$185
      21 or more units: S$180 (bulk purchase)

      Mode of payment: COD
      - Interested individuals may contact me to confirm on stock status as well as the meeting point for transaction. Delivery by registered mail can be arranged as well, kindly drop me an e-mail for more information.

      Contact:
      - Via PM
      - Via e-mail: pentag0n@yahoo.co.uk
      - Cell phone?? Sorry, don't wished to get "spammed" like previously

      Cheerios and regards,

      Roy Chan

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    10 posts since Aug '02
    • Hi sweety ... guess you'll recognise me the moment you see my nick. I doubt you surf this forum as well... but i'm still hopeful that you'll see this post that i've created for you. Didn't mean to embarrass you in your school forum, but hope that my special message can reach you ... even though we're far a part.

      Cheers!

      Poem for you sweetie


      The river has flown
      To an endless end
      Love has fallen upon
      to me it began

      Like the fiery sun
      through magic it started
      never did my thoughts
      of her that flawttered

      Wishing to say
      with how the river flows
      and the sun that shines
      i love you always ...
      ever and forever

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    10 posts since Aug '02
    • Hi all ... (new to this forum)

      I don't mind the outings... but i doubt it applies to only those who are hurt ...

      Cheers!

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    10 posts since Aug '02
    • Hmmm ...
      See how first ... most important thing now is what to get for her birthday present ...

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    10 posts since Aug '02
    • hmmm .... i think i noe what you mean. By taking the initiative? Worth considering ... but what kind if initiative? It's like... you know you have feelings for her ... and yet the communication medium i guess now is left with sms ... its like a very difficult thing to bring it to real life ...

      I understand that such feelings are not reasonable esp since it is more of an online thingy ... but how is it explainable if she feels the same thing too?

      Cheers!

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    10 posts since Aug '02
    • She just had rashes on her the night before ... making her very jumpy and irritated cause of the itchness ...

      Hear liao ... can't sleep ... can't imagine if it happened on me. Now she better liao ... sms her already ... oh yea ... long long time never call her ... really long long time ... most of the time chat via sms ...

      Sad

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    10 posts since Aug '02
    • I would love to meet her up regularly ... but as i said ... the last time i saw her ... was during her 16th birthday ... 2 years ago? It's been so long since i last saw her ... meeting her up will be a problem.

      Yea, i intend to really ask her out after her papers. It's the 2nd year of her JC education and i also hope she will do well. Hopefully she will be more freed up after her examinations.

      But i wonder if you all can understand this, it's like... all these while, what pains me most is her lack of confidence in trying to bring this relationship to the next stage, and that is to really have each other to love and care for in real life. I know it can be difficult since it has already started out the wrong way. But why isn't she willing to just give it a try? I'm puzzled enough already ... No ... i am not tired of everything, just very puzzled and upset whenever she falls ill or is hungry ... and stuff like that.

      Sigh ...

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    10 posts since Aug '02
    • Tried asking her out a lot of time liao ... till now ... no result. It's like ... it is so difficult lor ... then now her prelims coming soon, also dun wanna disturb her ...

      real life and online ... i know the difference... but it is just too amazing that both she and i can feel the same thing though our communication ...

      Cheers!

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    10 posts since Aug '02
    • Hi ... just wish to share a story, and hopefully, can get some advices from all of you.

      Started way back in June 1997. Got to know this bunch of friends who i play basketball with. 1 of them "J" who i got very well along with has a girlfriend. I haven seen his girlfriend yet, but from what i gathered from his friends and himself, "G" is a very nice girl. Impression of "G" was pretty alright then, but did not bother too much at that time. I'm still in the party mood.

      Months later, heard from ppl that things were going rocky between "J" and "G". Since "J" is a friend, and i'm also an oper of their school channel, i had no problems finding out what is "G"'s nick over mIRC. Found her, talked to her ...

      The conversation was simpel. What went wrong, what happened. Why it became this bad. Who was at fault. When all this started. Thoughout the conversation, could see she is pretty upset and tired. Upset is too mild a word to use, but can't think of a better word. Indeed, by end of 1997, they broke up soon.

      After that conversation, and after they broke up, if i ever see her online, i do ask to see if she is ok. At first was cause "J" is a good friend of mine, and since "J" was sorta ... bastard before, i just sorta talk to her everytime i see her online.

      From normal conversations turn out to friends. Friends to confidents. From confidents ... to i don't know. The change of events became so sudden, that her and i don't even know how it all started. We just ... feel so much and cared so much over that year and we feel a lot for each other. Mind you, it is still the ONLINE thing.

      Sometime in 1999, i gotten ill. That time, i was working and studying so my health got very poor. My health was not very good in the first place. She warned me of late nights and working all the time, but i was pretty independent at that time. Served me right. Was not able to login to the net for a period of 2 weeks. Totally uncomfortable. When i finally got back online, she thought that i did not want to talk to her anymore. She thought she did something wrong to make me feel angry. LOL. My feelings was messed up that point of time. WHY? Its all an online chat but yet i was crying from the text that i read, and the emotions that i feel from her words.

      I could not sleep that night. I aint too sure for her. I feel very troubled and confused. I want to love her and be there for her. I want the relationship to be REAL. Spoke to her the next day. Wrong move. She told me she could not get over the past. SHe told me she dare not face me. She is not up to it. Fine. Respect her decision. Still friends, but not like before.

      All these continued till .. mid 2000? yea .. she told me the truth. She is very well aware of the feelings from both of us. She feels she is not good enough for me ... and feels i deserve someone else better. Plus, all the emotions and affections were thrown online. How can the real thing happem? Even up till then, i had never seen her BEFORE! So under what position can we say we love each other? I was wondering .. OH NO! 3 years and i finally understand why.

      Sept 2000, her birthday. I got something for her. Pulled a god-brother of hers (also basketball buddy who encouraged me to be with her cause he is aware of my feelings for her and trusts me) to her house vinicity to pass her her present. Waited downstairs from 4:30 till around late evening time. .. around 8? 9? She finally came down and i saw her for the first time. And last time. Neat, decent, and very lovely. If we aknowledge the love between us, it would be a dream come true! She came down ... blushing, red, looking down. Accepted her present, said a soft thank you and RUSHED upstairs. LOL

      Talked to her over the mIRC the same night. Told me that she was really happy to get my gift and to see me. But she still could not accept me cause ... she feel so much inferior. I could not understand how she get to think of so much ... @!#$%! but i still comforted her and tried to cool her down.

      I quit poly half way and started working. Work work work, and now in the army. Yea, we still keep in contact. Via sms now. She's in J2 this year and the pressure is catching up on her. Still in good contact. Concern is still around and ... feelings? On my side still stronger than ever. Hers? I dunnoe. Still hoping to find out.

      1997 ~ 2002 now. How much have i done towards this relationship? Is this a relationship? I'm confused myself. How can i make be with "G" since she had feel so strong for me in the past? I need help .. and lots of help ... in order to pull myself together. Its driving me nuts to think of her all the time.

      Conclude:
      I'm still by myself and her herself. I know she is living her life pretty simple now, just as i am. I just want to love her and pray that she is happy. I just wish to love her ... in reality.