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cool, but it sounds like they're only limited to spending time with people they already know? Example with girlfriend, group of secondary/poly friends and stuff. So it's really difficult for them to know more people huh.
About clubs and stuff, I don't think you often keep in touch with the people you meet there. I mean, sometimes you have fun in a club meeting new people and the next hour you say bye and probably won't see them again.
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Hi, a few years back I hated it when people from my school became Christians because it's a 'trend' to them. Many would say they go church to have fun, which I thought it just wasn't right.
Ironically, recently I've got the urge to pray cause I'm stressed and troubled for various reasons - but I'm praying blindly cause I have no religion.. So I thought of goin to church and see what's it like, and perhaps convert into a Christian.
Am I thinking wrongly right now? Cause sometimes I think ''hey, you're not born Christian - so why force yourself.''
Ironic eh? confused.
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hm.. I'm waiting cause she gave me hope, and also I can't forget bout our relationship. The reason why I want to forget on the other hand, is because waiting hurts.. it's gonna be 2 years in total if I'm goin to wait. While taking her word that I should wait, things now are showing that our distance even as friends are getting further each day - which means chances are probably not possible even if I waited for this year to end.. Ironic huh..
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We broke up last year during March. After giving many different reasons, it turns out that she likes another guy. No idea why the hell, I told her I don't mind; and that I'll wait for her for as long as it will take. After that, she became really cold towards me. Slowly we don't talk at all.
After half a year, I met another girl. I tried to be friends with her. At first I thought I was interested in her, but when we started chatting really well - it reminded me of my ex girlfriend. I felt despaired cause.. just when I thought I could finally forget, I realise that I totally can't. didn't really talk to the other girl soon after..
Before new year, my ex girlfriend suddenly talked to me again. I was glad that we could chat as friends again, after so long. Then, she invited me to a new year party. I went that night, chatted and had a lil fun during the party. Till before sunrise when we were alone else where, I was a lil tipsy; and I broke down infront of her. I told her how terrible I felt for so long, that I couldn't forget her even if I wanted to.. I just can't. I cried, felt pathetic. And then she told me, actually.. she still loves me, but she can't think bout any relationship this year cause of her major exams. Holding on to some bit of hope, I told her I'll wait.
Now, I try to talk to her every now and then. But.. it returns to the time when she kinda ignores me.. My heart aches real hard whenever I think bout the memories we shared..
Am I being too naive to wait for her?
If I shouldn't wait, what's one way to just forget?
Sometimes it's really hard to forget..
I need help, don't know what kinda help though.
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